[00:08.400][ by:维尔日记][00:09.180]It's times likes these[00:10.470]Wish I had a time machine[00:12.150]So I could see[00:13.890]What you did?[00:14.430]October13th[00:17.970]At10:15[00:18.030]Were you really asleep?[00:19.830]Were you lying to me[00:21.690]And the family?[00:23.340]There's no us in us[00:25.350]WhenI'm lacking trust[00:27.210]You wanna discuss[00:29.040]Ugh, you disgust me[00:31.050]Don't make me cuss you out[00:33.420]Why'd you let me down?[00:35.340]Don't say sorry now[00:38.670]And thanks to you I[00:41.220]Ican't love right[00:42.750]I get nice guys[00:44.580]And villanize them[00:46.380]Read their texts like[00:47.790]They're having sex right now[00:50.010]ScaredI'll found out[00:51.960]Thatit's true and[00:53.910]If I do[00:54.840]Then I blame you[00:56.790]For every worst[00:58.740]That I assume[01:00.450]WhenI'm forty- five[01:02.250]Someone calls me their wife[01:04.350]And he ****s our lives[01:06.090]In one selfishnightdon'tthinkI'll[01:08.340]Find forgiveness[01:09.990]As fast as mom did[01:11.940]And God I love you[01:13.470]Butyou're such a dipshit[01:15.600]Please ****ing fix this[01:19.800]'Cause you were all I looked up to[01:22.350]NowIcan't even look at you