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[00:00.00] 作曲 : T.Rojas[00:00.00]Masochist （虐狂）-Tonedeff[00:10.319]Everything happens for a reason[00:12.268]And my reason to be's to see shit happen for a reason[00:14.678]One event to the[00:15.297]Next[00:15.598]It's like I'm stuck at the box office with every second my clock tosses[00:18.350]Into my face smacked with a case of fate wasted and lost causes[00:21.52]I've been mocked and accosted[00:22.489]To the point that I got nauseous[00:23.968]Though my flow's been plugged enough to stop faucets[00:25.457]I've thought often about tossing this awesome gift to the wind[00:28.422]And start crossing over to[00:29.468]Sin with this intention to blend that[00:30.785]I get from[00:31.265]Within[00:31.467]I've protected my skin with a thin[00:32.637]Layer of pride and showmanship[00:34.176]But both my coats are ripped and[00:35.269]I can't seem to decide on clothes that fit[00:36.694]Supposing this rap shit actually pays off[00:39.65]I'm wondering if it'll all be[00:40.244]Worth it[00:40.891]Cause this is what everyone in my life has ever been hurt with[00:43.102]This curse this evil urge[00:44.354]I feel for verses[00:45.407]Is one of my life's real perversions[00:46.971]I seal my curtains when I write[00:48.557]I feel disturbance from the light[00:49.867]I deal with dirt and yet[00:50.760]I want to heal the earth and peel the surface to[00:52.643]Reveal it's perfect[00:53.740]And words I wield with purpose[00:54.990]And yet nobody follows the plot[00:56.834]They rather hear me rock off of the top[00:58.747]There's pitfalls in my socks[00:59.675]So I walk with caution[01:00.899]Somebody halt the auction[01:01.901]Cause my soul's on sale[01:02.909]And I thought I lost it[01:03.910]If I gotta fight for the rest of my life[01:05.762]Then I'm gon'turn the other cheek[01:08.905]Yeah[01:09.466]Cause I hate the way you hurt me[01:11.426]But I can't get enough of your love[01:13.989]Love[01:14.402]And who the hell am I supposed to be[01:16.353]A holy priest holding a rosary[01:18.75]Some type of bold stoic Moses of poetry[01:20.457]Should I be holding heat to pose for the streets[01:22.574]A total phoney If I said my name was '[01:24.405]Tony'would you know it's me[01:25.489]Supposedly T-O-N-E flow with ease over these bolder beats[01:28.715]But the flow's too cheap to pay for groceries[01:31.03]And in the throws of grief I choke and breathe[01:33.23]Loaded with my parents hopes and dreams[01:34.653]Yet I don't know if we both[01:35.831]Believe[01:36.396]I scope the scene and[01:37.336]I'm watching these bills build up[01:38.757]I'm nice with a day-job these niggaz write[01:40.375]All day and still suck[01:41.543]And yet they fill clubs[01:42.635]Sell a trillion and feel[01:43.959]I kill dubs[01:44.707]But I don't have the mills to pay for real pub[01:46.779]My chilled love melts on occasion[01:48.827]Cause brainwashed niggaz only feelin'[01:50.06]My track if Clue or Flex will play it[01:51.958]Who you expect to say this shit if I don't[01:53.727]What Cause I don't wanna be extorted[01:54.936]By some cat who lets cash determine[01:56.570]His playlists[01:57.121]I'm searching for ways in[01:58.394]But entrances are sparse when you're hard to[02:00.209]Market[02:00.713]F**k art cause thugs aren't the smartest targets[02:02.460]And I'm not abstract enough[02:03.969]So it seems backpackers are acting up[02:05.563]And I thought it was half the battle[02:06.805]Just to have the love[02:07.738]And pack a truckload of skills[02:09.102]Politics are I'll and yo it's real[02:10.826]It seems I'm cruising[02:11.535]And they're still using these crooked stones for[02:13.310]Wheels[02:13.850]And when you know the deal[02:14.814]It doesn't evoke the most appeal[02:16.94]Like stolen Kosher Meals[02:17.196]Lemme propose a toast to heal[02:18.397]If I gotta fight for the rest of my life[02:20.393]Then I'm gon'turn the other cheek[02:23.541]Yeah[02:24.38]Cause I hate the way you hurt me[02:26.74]But I can't get enough of your love[02:29.175]If I gotta fight for the rest of my life[02:31.177]Then I'm gon'turn the other cheek[02:34.209]Yeah[02:34.713]Cause I hate the way you hurt me[02:36.717]But I can't get enough of your love[02:39.533]I've sacrificed so many facets of life just to achieve this[02:42.629]From Love and definitive reason to trust in agreements[02:44.778]My family suffered a grievance when we discussed I was leaving[02:47.477]Seeming substituted for tunnel vision[02:49.200]And it probably crushed all their[02:50.627]Feelings[02:50.887]There's something appeasing in the corruption of demons[02:53.136]Feeding me vehemently lustful delusions of bucks from succeeding[02:56.248]But times up months it's exceeded[02:57.815]Peeling the scabs off of cuts that are bleeding[02:59.679]Knowing I ain't had it as tough as Jesus[03:01.868]This shit doesn't compete or even touches what he did[03:03.978]But will I be signed by 33[03:05.412]Cause my teens were f**king depleted[03:07.97]Blessed with a gift[03:07.846]Equipped to assist in the destruction of heathens[03:10.161]But please would god really want me snuffing emcees then[03:12.66]Ha[03:12.711]I must be conceited right[03:14.10]Well I'm balanced out by the lack of self-esteem[03:15.925]I've felt since I've learned how to read and write[03:17.629]Over compensation spelled relief[03:18.877]When the rhyme schemes are tight[03:20.115]Then I feel the weight of a cheapened life[03:21.570]When 5000people die[03:22.720]Sob Sob Feel bad for the rap artist[03:24.781]But pour your soul into something for responses[03:26.594]That's half-hearted[03:27.666]Terminate relationships on the basis of past hardships[03:30.370]And then you'll see[03:31.51]Why every review's like another line on my scarred[03:33.230]Wrist[03:33.760]This light-hearted voice becomes jailed by the darkness[03:35.955]It's impossible to trap my lips when I have to spit[03:38.448]I try to swim away[03:39.469]But I keep getting dragged back in this[03:41.468]Come to find my arms automatically swimming backwards[03:43.842]If I gotta fight for the rest of my life[03:45.762]Then I'm gon'turn the other cheek[03:48.890]Yeah[03:49.446]Cause I hate the way you hurt me[03:51.395]But I can't get enough of your love[03:54.240]If I gotta fight for the rest of my life[03:56.409]Then I'm gon'turn the other cheek[03:59.506]Yeah[03:59.976]Cause I hate the way you hurt me[04:02.82]But I can't get enough of your love[04:04.941]If I gotta fight for the rest of my life[04:07.249]Then I'm gon'turn the other cheek[04:10.157]Yeah[04:10.821]Cause I hate the way you hurt me[04:12.574]But I can't get enough of your love