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[00:00.00] 作词 : Ekoh/Rittz/Merkules/Cvrt Martin[00:01.00] 作曲 : Ekoh/Rittz/Merkules/Cvrt Martin[00:05.44][Rittz][00:06.12]Im a shell of a man that I once was[00:07.82]I dont have many friends that I trust much[00:09.47]Getting punished for my sins but its unjust[00:11.19]Then again all my victims and loved ones buried[00:12.63]guy deserve it had to scurry cuz they're family to the cops[00:14.72]felt like they deserted me and let me hit a rut[00:15.97]its been 14 months[00:16.99]i keep prayin to the courts beams up[00:18.19]are they ever gunna let me see my house[00:19.47]I've been so home sick[00:20.36]Try to call her but the phone goes click[00:21.51]I just wanna say I'm sorry and tell her[00:23.13]How much I love her[00:23.83]and we were meant to be together[00:24.67]we need eachother[00:25.43]when we were sober shit was betta[00:26.39]Then we recover[00:27.18]cuz when im drinkin imma killa,[00:28.14]and shes a cutta[00:28.90]its unbelievable its illegal, now for me to call her[00:30.44]So I just crawl up in the bed and ball up in the covers[00:31.98]fallin like a baby chuggin vodka by the litre bottle[00:33.81]****ed if i dont sip n ya i own the struggles[00:35.01]i dont got no windows in the room[00:35.88]I been stuck in[00:37.29]I've isolated myself from all my homies[00:38.59]when they call me, im on insta[00:39.43]so they yellin say I'm ****in'[00:40.47]Shitty husband and a half ass friend[00:42.12]I cant say that i blame them[00:45.20]nah[00:47.16]i had seen so much as a kid growing up[00:48.83]I cant go back and change it[00:51.91]if you feel like me, we need to hang in[00:53.32][Chorus, Ekoh][00:53.61]Im tryna live still feelin like a sinner[00:56.93]and i dont know how much i can give em[01:00.22]cuz i just want it all, i just want it all[01:03.64]but it still dont feel like im winnin[01:06.99]Im tryna live still feelin like a sinner[01:10.41]and i dont know how much i can give em[01:13.70]cuz i just want it all, i just want it all[01:17.07]but it still dont feel like im winnin[01:19.97][Ekoh][01:20.78]Yo[01:21.20]Lately the people I know have been lookin at me[01:22.74]for some kind of advice[01:24.02]They don't know how much I worry[01:25.09]that imma regret all the shit at the end of my life[01:27.39]going insane,[01:28.22]keeping the poise,[01:29.09]go make the money[01:29.97]give em your voice[01:30.81]never complain[01:31.70]you made the choice[01:32.61]never been happy, distill in the void[01:34.08]and everybody fakes how they feel so[01:35.67]you dont gotta show anybody the real you[01:37.32]now the drugs we contain we conseal that[01:39.04]you do anything to make it and it kills you[01:40.74]you dont wanna walk a mile in my shoes[01:42.10]yall would fall 2 steps along this path[01:44.63]cuz what i go through, i dont show you[01:46.33]I dont feel like i can, yeah[01:48.18]2 loves to halves to the heart[01:49.93]But I grip 2 hands at a time[01:51.66]Im the throat of the game so I cant[01:53.35]hold onto the rest of my life[01:54.97]When im up and its finally done[01:56.78]I dont know but ill have the show[01:58.34]gunna burn everything until everyone that doubted me knows,[02:03.23]I wish I would known what it be like then[02:06.60]I said i give it all just to be like them[02:09.99]Im endin up with nothin just to have, it, all[02:14.64][Chorus, Ekoh][02:14.83]Im tryna live still feelin like a sinner[02:18.01]and i dont know how much i can give em[02:21.38]cuz i just want it all, i just want it all[02:24.86]but it still dont feel like im winnin[02:28.44][Merkules][02:28.75]I feel like I'm a sinner by heart[02:30.32]I can't see the light so I sit in the dark[02:31.81]Yeah this is the way that it's been from the start[02:33.48]Cuz no matter what I gotta live with these scars,[02:35.57]I'm chained up, like im rockin' some jewellery,[02:37.40]All I need is this vodka to suit me[02:38.70]Impossible thoughts like the haunted consume me,[02:40.56]Cannot let these shots from this bottle abuse me,[02:42.31]No matter what tho, I gotta keep goin'[02:44.01]Swear to god man I bleed these poems,[02:45.44]The seasons change and the leaves keep blowin'[02:47.01]Imma keep movin' up, I won't reach my lowest[02:49.07]Cuz I know I gotta job to finish,[02:50.48]So I keep ****in' the game till the condoms rippin'[02:51.87]and Im lucky to be alive an not locked in prison,[02:53.54]Im on a mission, to show em that my heart still in it[02:55.32]If you gotta problem with a dawg, yall can get it[02:57.12]I'm killin' everybody now. lets be non-specific[02:58.82]They were talkin' shit until I caught em slippin'[03:00.46]and they career just crashed like car collisions,[03:02.40]Shoutout to Ekoh for preachin' the positive,[03:04.04]Even the thought of the bottle I'm vomittin'[03:05.71]Reachin' the top, diggin' deep for some confidence,[03:07.36]I do it for yall that I see in the audience,[03:08.77][Chorus, Ekoh][03:09.14]Im tryna live still feelin like a sinner[03:12.19]and i dont know how much i can give em[03:15.40]cuz i just want it all, i just want it all[03:18.83]but it still dont feel like im winnin[03:22.22]Im tryna live still feelin like a sinner[03:25.62]and i dont know how much i can give em[03:28.86]cuz i just want it all, i just want it all[03:32.36]but it still dont feel like im winnin